January 19

The Holocaust; Victims & Survivors

Hi, I’m Emory!

Learning about the Holocaust time period has become one of my strong passions. Specifically how survivors mentally and physically lived through concentration camps such as Auschwitz, what they lost, who they lost, how they adapted back into society and created a new for themselves. If they found their family after, and how they coped with the traumatic memories and PTSD gained from these horrific experiences. 

Something I’ve been thinking deeply about is how survivors feel seeing society accepting people with Jewish backgrounds and practicing religion, and even welcoming it. 

As a person of active Jewish religion and background, I connect deeply to these stories and experiences, especially having family members who have survived the Holocaust. I would love to learn as much as I can about this aspect of World War II.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1yOCK-4eispnb1zstIVZCOeMUSTSg9L4qh9qd9RkaJqg/edit?usp=sharing

January 18

Movie Script: Deluded Conviction

“Deluded Conviction” is a short story in the form of a movie script. The story doesn’t necessarily have a distinguishable plot, but that’s largely because I wanted it to feel dazed and dream-like, hence the title. The ending breaks the fourth-wall in the sense that as I was writing, I was envisioning an actual movie taking place. I studied the scripts of popular movies like Casablanca, as well as movies I watched for inspiration for my own writing: Taxi Driver, Donnie Darko, Psycho, Barton Fink, and the show Twin Peaks. 

Portfolio: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1XtioR1utcFJSRApaB1AMk8PdzeI-fXy3?usp=share_link

January 15

The Documentary

“Great, now we are lost” Jackson says in an annoyed voice. “We’re not lost, we are almost at the witch’s house, plus we have a map”, Amelia replies. The two continue walking through the darkened woods, branches creaking with every step taken. After many hours passed and no house in sight, they decided to put up the tent and rest. “This is unbelievable. I came out here with you to film your stupid documentary and we haven’t found anythi-“, He was interrupted by the wailing of something un-human. The two stepped out of the tent to investigate when they noticed that the tent was set up right in front of the witches’ house. “How did we get here? We didn’t send the tent up here!” Amelia screams. They panic and hide back in the tent as the wailing gets closer. Panicking, the two hold the zipper shut as hard as they can. When the wailing suddenly stops, an 8 foot-tall entity breaks through the tent with the most negative intentions. Screams were made but never heard.

December 19

Soft and Silent Raven

Each day I walked through the leaves, coffee in hand, thinking of who I was and what I meant. And each day there she was too. She sat on that bench like a bird perched on a branch—my soft and silent raven. I always laughed a little when I saw her because she always wore this black beret, a trench coat, and sunglasses that made her devoid of any emotion. All I mean is that she stood out. She stood out, yet no one seemed to notice her except me. Like some sort of modern-day siren, she beckoned for me to go up to her and breathe in the smell of her cigarette-coated words, but I couldn’t. I was just some simpleton, you know. I mean, I got up for work every day, got out at five, went for my coffee, and walked home. She was too cool, too glamorous for a guy like me. Each day I walked past her, and each day I wanted to talk to her—ask her why she sat there and what she was saying inside that head of hers. My father had always criticized me for “not having any guts,” and he was right. I couldn’t even say “Good afternoon” to the cashier at the café I frequented daily. Talking was difficult for me; making eye contact was difficult for me; being charismatic was difficult for me. That’s why I wrote. What I didn’t have the courage to say, I’d write. I’d go home and work on my stories. If you could read my writing, you wouldn’t think of me as being such a mouse. Oh, and I wrote about her too.

At some point, the Earth was no longer spitting leaves at me, just cold gusts of wind. I finally got so upset with myself that I let my doubts go and got the nerve to sit on the bench. I purposely got there before she did, and I waited for her imminent arrival. I think I almost barfed a bit when I saw her coming. God, I was embarrassed. So, there she is, standing right in front of me with her hair blowing in the breeze, and she goes: “You’re that guy from across the street, right?” If my mouth wasn’t dry enough, I think my tongue practically shriveled up. Here I am thinking I was being inconspicuous all this time, but now she probably thinks I’m some stalker. “W-what do you mean?” I responded nervously. “Oh, it’s just that around this time I look over at that street, and you’re there.” “I swear it’s you,” she says. So, this was the point where I asked myself if I should lie for my own sake or be honest with this stranger. Except she wasn’t a stranger (at least not to me), and I felt obligated to her. “Listen, I’m so sorry if I seem like a creep, but I’ve just always wanted to talk to you and always held back.” Then she removed her black sunglasses and looked me in the eyes for the first time and said, “Talk?” “To me?” She let out a soft laugh. “I’m not sure what you want from me, but we’re both here now.” And we talked. I mean, we had a conversation. I told her all about my stories, and she told me she was a painter—I remember thinking that was so like her. 

After that encounter, I never saw her sitting on that bench anymore. Like a raven, she came and went. I’m not exactly sure where she went, but I paid it no mind. Her departure relieved me; it awoke something within me. Mice can only be killed by a stimulus, and mine was a bird. 

December 19

End of the World

For Next Time

I look up at the sky and watch the shuttle disappear into the clouds. I had put the people I love before myself, and now I’m paying the price. “Something to think about for next time,” I chuckle to myself before turning to face the asteroid racing towards earth, watching it grow bigger and bigger.

Her Final Minutes

I press my face to the window in an attempt to get one last glimpse at my sister.  I repeatedly wipe the fog off the window that keeps forming due to my heavy breaths against the glass. I break down crying as I realized she had spent her final minutes on earth saving my life.

December 19

Enough

The framed photograph on our wall is a reminder of the values in our marriage. The sun stretched her warm rays across the two trees on top of the cliff. The swinging trees may have appeared secluded, and perhaps lonely to the ordinary bystander. To us, we saw they had each other. In the midst of the dark and cold ravine; they are on a pedestal on their own island. It’s them against the world. There are more trees down below in a canyon. Thousands of them create a forest together. They peer up at the two trees on their own rock. Whisper and wonder why they are there rather than with them. But at the end of the day, the sun chooses to shine her warmth on them. We took this picture on our honeymoon 20 years ago. Young, in love, and in a way overwhelmed. We saw each other in the trees. They had each other and that was enough. We had each other, and that is enough.

December 14

If They Can Find You

“I’m sneaking out tonight.” My parents are gonna kill me. “Why? Where are you going?” -warm oozes down her- “I’m seeing a movie with my boyfriend!” My parents are gonna kill me.  “Can I come?” -warm oozes down her- “No. You’re too little.” -they shuffle into the theater- “Please?!” -It’s empty- “I’ll be good!” -thumping footsteps absorbed by the cold moist dirt-  “I said no. You’re too little.” My parents are gonna kill me. “Fine. Be careful though, please?” -warm oozes down her- “Of course. Plus, he wouldn’t hurt me.” “I love you.” “I love you too. Bye.”

-thumping footsteps absorbed by the cold moist dirt, they shuffled into the theater- “My parents are gonna kill me.”    -warm oozes down her- If they can find you” Hands behind his back. Why?  -warm oozes down her-

My arm. The floor. They seem to connect. Why?  “My parents are gonna kill me.”  “If they can find you”  My head. The concrete. They seem to connect. Why?  “My parents are gonna kill me.”  “No, love. It’s my turn.”  -warm oozes down her-  “Oh. Okay. For what?”

The sky is so welcoming. I feel like I’m floating. Why?  For you.”  “Oh. Okay. NO”  My parents are gonna kill me.

Well, that settles that.

November 4

A lot of little things

This is Dan.

It was a long time ago. A time when a little fat child had a little blue swing set. He would swing back and forth, but maybe the little fat child was too fat for the little blue swing set. Or maybe it had uneven legs. Whatever it was, it was making the little blue swingset wobble. The little fat child would swing up, then come back down with a thump. Somewhere in or on the little blue swing set, there were little quick creatures who didn’t appreciate the little fat child swinging on the little blue swing set. They were annoyed and wanted revenge, so the little quick creatures made a plan to stop the little fat child. Their leader sent their best soldier, his name was Dan, the quickest of all the little quick creatures, to attack the little fat child. Dan was so excited that he couldn’t help but give a little villainous laugh, and he almost died because of it. He went to the little fat child and stabbed him! But since Dan was a lot tinier than the little fat child, it didn’t do much, but the little simple stab was a little bit extremely painful for the little fat child since he had such a little fragile body. And, of course, like all the other little fat children in America, the little fat child…cried. It was so upsetting! Fortunately for the little fat child, his mommy was a professional in the art of bandaging. He went inside with mommy, the professional bandage queen. And Dan, well, the little fat child doesn’t know what happened to him. Maybe he became the leader of the little quick creatures. Maybe he started a little simple stabbing career. Or maybe he died. Maybe the little simple stab killed him. Or maybe, it was his little villainous laugh.