I had never really listened to Billie Eilish’s music until my friend invited me to her concert. I had walked into the concert not knowing much about her or her music. I walked out knowing i found a artist that I can relate to more than any other artist I had listened to. To this day, Billie Eilish is one of my favorite artists, her music just gets me and is something I listen to to get me out of anything or place that i feel like i need to get away from.
We’re Different Now by Jenna Phillips
I saw you across the room, every sign is a sign for me
I will love you to the moon and back, hate that i’m in this deep
I said the words you couldn’t say, took my peace and redesigned
When you want someone let me know before i’m left undefined
I tried to hide it from myself
I can’t pretend, we’re different now
I made you more, it let me down
I can’t pretend, we’re different now
I’ve been staring at the ceiling, also been in outer space
How long do i stay here cause i’ve been feeling out of place
And apparently it’s crazy when my quiet gets too loud
So i’m breathing cause it’s all that i’m supposed to do now
I tried to hide it from myself
I can’t pretend, we’re different now
I made you more, it let me down
I can’t pretend, we’re different now
I’d be your best friend, there when your world ends
You’re all i wanted but I’m alone, alone again
I don’t want to talk about it, i just want to be with you
But maybe i wasn’t made to
We were never perfect, our spark is no longer lit
But nothing makes a room emptier than wanting you in it
You don’t look for my face in the crowd like I do for you
And maybe you weren’t made to
I tried to hide it from myself
I can’t pretend, we’re different now
I made you more, it let me down
I can’t pretend, we’re different now
I tried to hide, it can’t be done
I knew you once, we’re different now
I made you mine, it let me down
Its for the best, you’re different now